The way I see it Karah is new to having a relationship with a guy, and that's okay, I'm new to the wanting to be in a relationship thing. The way I see it since my dad left it's been just me and my mom and she's done what she could do show me how to be a good man, even though I've done some horrible things. But she's been there for me through it all.
I am going to leave for a while and stay with my grandfather Alexander in Alexandria, LA. He thinks that it's best for me to stay with him for a while and it was our agreement if I ever felt that I could not control myself. (Shifting that is.) I think that I'll enjoy the break but I'll miss Karah. She doesn't know that I'm going so you may read her blog and sense that she is very worried about me. I dont think I have the strength to call her before I got because I won't want to leave her. She draws me to her so that I can breathe sometimes. It's a way that I can't explain, which scares me so. Scares my mom and Alexander too, so I'm gonna go down there for a while. My mom sill eventually tell Karah that I'm gone and hopefully she'll understand.
I'll log on from time-to-time to let you know how things are here and I'll even post some picks of the hometown. Till then, stay up to date with all of us and check in on Karah. She needs a few friends to talk to.
-Dee
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